As a kid I always dreamt there was someone out there for me, someone with whom I’d get married, have a house with in NYC, and have a very non-comventional love story with, however I did not know what that would entail.
I sometimes found myself crying, missing and feeling this person, but I had no idea when or where we might meet.
I started my spiritual journey with an awakening, on new year’s eve, in 2012, just 2 weeks after my 19th birthday.
And it took me 7 more years of healing to meet him. And after I’ve met him, we’re still healing even deeper after 2 more years.
We are telepathic, like most twin flames, although I have read that each twin flame couple experiences a different type of telepathy.
For us, it’s hearing each other’s thoughts from wherever we are in the world, even if many times we can’t make out what the other one is saying. But some things we can hear quite clearly. Things like “I love you”, things like that…
And sometimes we see images of what the other one is seeing or thinking of. Sometimes he sees what I’m doing, even in moments I’d rather he wouldn’t.
However we have only briefly talked in the last 2 and some years we’ve been apart. In the 3D, we are still not yet together.
However the love I have experienced through this telepathy, the healling and clearing makes me feel like it doesn’t even matter when he’ll come rushing into my life, I’ll always be waiting for him with open arms and unconditional love.
He loves me because I love myself, he likes me because I like myself and that’s just what twin flames are: complete mirrors.
Although we’ve experienced attacks from entities and we still are, we keep going and support each other as we can.
In the beginning this made us fight, but now I no longer associate him with the bad things that are also happening, because he alone has been massively supportive throughout my entire journey, and loving and kind.
He’s such a gentleman and a gentle soul that I sometimes wonder how have I gotten so lucky. It’s because I am awesome, too, most probably 🙂
This post is dedicated to you, baby, because I know you read everything I write and know everything I do and I love you for that ’cause I’m never alone, that’s what it means to have a twin soul. This post is so that we remember after years and years where we were today, me sitting in bed with my new cat, you, looking at my screenshare from who knows where doing who knows what, I just know I hear you saying something and that’s enough.
If you want me to write our twin flame story or give advice, please comment and let me know.
I’ve had so much opposition in my life! From parents, to friends, to lovers, to dark entities, to teaching on Facebook and getting 2 likes consistently for a year, to my own Self being lazy and unmotivated.
To the lack of motivation part, I would say the solution came when I realized that the easy way is the solution. If it’s not easy, don’t do it. There are tons of easy things you actually like doing and you’re passionate about, while things that are hard to you, are like swimming against the flow of the river for a fish that’s not salmon.
There are many gurus selling you the idea of working hard and doing it against the grain, and making you feel unworthy if you don’t, however I believe God/The Universe loves you even if you don’t do shizz to prove it, even if you lay there on the couch eating potato chips all day.
When you fight against yourself for doing that, it might come as a great surprise to embrace the idea of doing things that are easy to you. You might even get motivation to do other things, too, because they are easy.
A great book about implementing tiny habits (the easy way) in order to change your life easefully and get motivation is this one.
Ok, I understood how to help myself, but how about when familly, friends and lovers try to oppose me when I’m trying to change my life/do something for myself?
Each person and situation is unique, but I would like to first give you this tip: stay aligned. If it doesn’t feel good, don’t do it or say it. Don’t even think it. Ignore the thought that feels bad and replace it with more positive thoughts.
It’s not that you’re not allowed to ever feel bad, it’s just that the way you feel (your vibration) creates your reality. And to have a positive, satisfying reality, where you love almost everything in your life, you must educate and train yourself to discern between feel-good and feel-bad thoughts and feelings.
If it’s helpful to you, journal about it. What do I believe about my life that feels bad? How can I change my thinking to something that feels at least slightly better? And then a little better? And what can I do to FEEL better right now? Repeat until you feel amazing and then know that you are attracting better things.
Ok, ok, but what if someone in my life doesn’t LET ME feel better? This is just a sign that your past vibration is fighting with the new one. Maybe in your past vibration you let that person tell you what to do, or your past vibration didn’t allow this new thing that feels good to be your reality because you didn’t believe yourself to be worthy and deserving of it.
Remember everyone you meet is you, and they are reflecting your vibration. You can literally say in your mind “this person leaves me alone” and if you believe it and it feels good to you, they will. Your words are magic.
So what I would advise is never compromise your feel goid for another person, but don’t go around screaming and jumping in the middle of the street, without 100% percent believing nobody cares and you will be left alone, because you will get in trouble with the Matrix system we all have in our vibration to some degree or another, because we live on a collective Earth reality where we have been imprinted with societal structures and ancestral pain to clean up.
As a lightworker or starseed, we are here to clear both our own vibrations, and also through clearing that, clearing for the whole collective of souls we came together with in this life. Clearing for our countries, our continents, our planet.
And how do you clear? Choose what feels good. Even inspite of the opposition. Trust your heart, your alignment and your reality will shift.
We have everything inside ourselves to succeed, and sometimes it requires patience and going one step back to analyze what we’re doing consciously and realize what our next feel good step is.
However I think these are the basics of dealing with opposition in our lives – choose the easy route, and what feels good/great/amazing.
Now in dealing with entities, this is much harder and I am no expert, because there are millions of types and of ways in which they can attack you, however what has helped me was going to church, listening to prayers and doing protection magic. You can search protection magic on pinterest and there are tons of chants you can say and things to do to protect yourself and your home. At first they will attack you harder, but if you continue for a few days, you will see it ease up a lot.
Things like Holly water, salt, crystals, pepper, chanting, white candles, banishing, etc.
And I don’t think going to church and white magick don’t go well together, because both feel good to me. And when you do things that feel good, you will come up against many societal standards, but you will still trust what feels good to you.
It’s so simple, God gave us this super easy way to do his will: do what makes you happy and do what feels good to you, and don’t do what feels bad, and you will get exactly where you desire to go in life, even if slowly and in Divine timing, however we are dissensitized from our feelings and consider them unimportant in this world where rational thinking is valued more than our feeling state.
And you can see me, I’m quite rational, but even while I write this, I only choose words that feel good, therefore I channel the highest light possible in this text to be of service, not because I consciously desire it, but because it’s what I’m meant to do and it comes easy to me.
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Last night I haven’t slept. I’m a night owl and a huge coffee drinker, so sometimes unslept nights are to be expected. But what I loved was seeing this beautiful morning with autumn leaves, and sunny, warm, colorful…everything! This is what I see from my bedroom window.
Since I haven’t eaten in more than 12 hours, I decided to visit my dad at his self-owned business, a homey, beautiful, fast-food in Bucharest, Romania. I couldn’t believe how beautiful these leaves were. And you guys, I totally manifested this weather. It used to be incredibly gloomy and it felt like the entire autumn would be this way, but at some point I reminded myself that I create my reality and just decided that it’s gonna be sunny outside and a lot of beautiful fallen leaves (which with the kind of pouring rains and dark, almost empty trees we had here, I didn’t even know where the leaves would come from, but they did).
I talked to my twin flame all the way to my dad’s fast food. By the way, I have a twin soul, and I’ll share more in a future article, but anyways, that is something I am truly grateful for, along with the beautiful weather, my beautiful Twin, whom I always have near and has never left me.
I arrived at my dad’s place, and he immediately made me coffee and I drank it with a bit of milk and no sugar, and a cigarette. If you still believe cigarettes are harmful, please read this article of mine, I explain why I believe it is all in what we believe about it.
Anyways, after I drank my coffee, my dad, amongst preparing other things for the business (it was 10 AM so they were hard at work – him and his lovely girlfriend), had made me a sandwich. I shouldn’t be eating this stuff but I accepted it whole-heartedly because I hadn’t eaten in 12 hours and I have nothing else at home anyways.
Just look at this thing! It probably took me a whole minute to devour it. Greek pita bread, a big meatball split in half, a small sausage, some fries and some sauce. Challenge accepted!
I am now back home, and I would photograph myself in bed writing this article on my laptop, but honestly – my bedroom has gone through a storm this season, nothing to see here I promise.
It’s 3 PM now and at 5 PM I’m supposed to meet my mom and my brother and go to church together.
I’m not religious at all, my mom and brother are, however a few orthodox Romanian prayers have helped me out very much in dealing with negative entities, and I believe in Angels and God – although a different perspective, but I’ll take whatever feels good and helps, even if it’s a small dose of Friday afternoon church-going. Tee-hee!
I don’t judge or think poorly of anyone, of any religion, and I accept the right of every person to have their own faith, even if they believe in dragons, fairies and unicorns, like me sometimes (By the way check out my beginner witchcraft course of white magic I wrote 2 years ago. It’s basically 99pages of plant properties and crystals, affirmations for each moon phase, chakras, color magic, spirit animals and what they mean, and things like that. Oh and fairies, elves and unicorns, too!)
But enough about that. I’m off to pour myself another big cup of coffee so I can make it ALIVE until tonight and not fall asleep at church haha. That was my day up until now, but I will do more #dayinthelife type posts in the future.
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One quick and easy way to get rid of a limiting belief is to affirm the belief, as it is believed by you already, as if it were absolutely true – even though it isn’t necessarily, but it also is, since The Universe is non-dual, therefore the truth is in both the polarities of one belief.
Let me explain! Since what I wrote there – I’m not sure it might even make even sense to me were I to read it without knowing what I meant.
If you believe you’re ‘stupid”, but you want to make yourself believe you’re smart, so as to change your self-concept to a better one, with better beliefs, you must first admit the first belief – that you are stupid. Not because you are, but because you believe it.
If all you desire in your life is to be smart, and you run around chasing that, trying to get validation from everybody, not getting it (obviously, because you don’t believe it) – you will sigh a deep sigh of relaxation when you finally admit it – “I am stupid!”.
You will kiss the Earth and jump of joy in disbelief. It was so simple! To admit it in this case, is to say – I don’t care if anyone thinks I’m stupid, I already admitted it to myself, therefore, what and whom have I got to lose?
If people will call me stupid, I won’t feel even the tiniest bit triggered, since I’ve admitted it, so I have nothing to hide.
Again, it doesn’t mean the guy or girl in the example is actually stupid. He/she just had a belief that said that, and instead of admitting, he/she tried to prove themselves as smart.
Now that they’ve admitted, it’s much easier to see and admit the opposite – that they are, indeed, smart. They can suddenly see all the ways in which they are smart.
Now to explain a bit about the last part of the first paragraph I wrote here in this post, just to make a paranthesis.
This world is dual (good/bad, ugly/beautiful, stupid/smart, white/black), but God, or Source is non-dual, therefore to get closer to the truth of who we really are, we must encompass all the polarities. Therefore we must know and accept ourselves as both stupid and smart, beautiful and ugly, light and dark, good and bad.
Think about that for a moment.
Now to go back to the subject of the post, admitting defeat to our limiting beliefs, we can do that to any belief.
Let’s say our deepest desire was to become rich. But because we are not there yet, we certainly are seeing ourselves as poor in one way or another. Even if we are not poor per se, the belief is there.
Same goes with unworthiness. “I am unworthy of riches, unworthy of love”, unworthy of this or that.
And suddenly a whole world opens up. A world where it’s comfortable to sit in our mud for a little bit and just contemplate our beliefs from their own point of view, and therefore point of attraction.
Because, of course, what we believe, even subconsciously, we attract. So the more we believe those negative things, the more we attract them.
So go ahead, what belief have you uncovered today that you can turn around?
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🌿🧚♀️My dad always used to call me as a kid “Daddy’s little princess”. He spoiled me with vacations, gifts, good food (hello, huge jar of caviar) and paid for courses, tennis, dancing classes, English classes, everything I needed.
🌿🧚♀️In return, I was elegant, poised, did extremely well in school, had good self-esteem and had a BIG future ahead of me. A total princess.
🌿🧚♀️However, Rumpelstiltskin had other plans for me.
🌿🧚♀️Because I was so bright and full of light, the Evil side wanted me to collapse and become Cinderella.
🌿🧚♀️So one day I fell from grace, traumatized, emotionally abused, and I was CURSED by my own CREATRIX power that decided this, to NOT feel again, and to be BAD.
🌿🧚♀️Years and years, I walked through dark, thorny forrests, with only a small lamp full of flies, the Light of my consciousness.
🌿🧚♀️I didn’t remember who I was, what my purpose was, and instead of following my feel good, I let my ego dictate and followed what others wanted for me, getting lost deeeep in the forrest of my own thoughts.
🌿🧚♀️One day, my King Brother woke me up from the deep slumber I was in, by giving me Snake Poison – a rude awakening, and in small doses, helpful and motivating.
🌿🧚♀️And SO I began my Journey: started meditating, practicing presence, self care, self love, self compassion, forgave myself, went through big shifts, dark nights of the soul and in a “short” 10 years I was back to my Princessy-ass SELF.
🌿🧚♀️I learned how to manifest, and as I was manifesting a million dollars to travel, my King Brother invited me to a one week trip to the foreign land of Amsterdam. We spent a beautiful time, sipping coffee, trying out magic mushrooms, and admiring the Kingdom.
🌿🧚♀️As I was manifesting my best life, my friends asked me out to restaurants where I sipped enchanting beverages such as Bailey’s Frappes, Kiwi and Mango Lemonade, and had ravishing dishes such as chinese beef with rice (a foreign dish to these lands). Did I pay for it? Of course not. Does a Princess ever pay for joy and happiness, being spoiled and having lovely conversations over dinner? HELL NO!!
🌿🧚♀️After that I had other amazing experiences, letters of love by my one and only Twin Flame, looks and offers from other admirers that I cordially refused, not caring one bit that they’d suffer from my refusal, because I knew that if it’s not my prefference, they won’t suffer, and if they did, it was a good lesson for them to get past rejection – therefore my secret princessy NO is always divinely accurate and healing.
🌿🧚♀️Champagne, perfume, clothes, being divinely supported – all happened to me and are still happening whilst I value my alignment and use all the tools I have learned in those almost 10 years of re-learning and self development.
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What keeps us from having more money than we could possibly hold in our hands, is quite simply, our beliefs.
When we are aligned with the energy of receiving money constantly, consistently, for the work that we love and our passionate about, clients, opportunities and money flocks to use in immesurate amounts.
Quite simply, the more money we believe we are worthy and deserving of getting, the more we receive it, easefully.
I’ve been interested in selling my course, “The Manifesting Princess” to my audience on Facebook.
Here is what I’m offering in the course:
The 20 LIVES in my coaching container for 20 beings will have these topics:
🌸1. ALIGNMENT & BOUNDARIES – How to stay aligned even when everybody in your life energetically tells you otherwise and what is deep alignment
🌸2. BOUNDARIES – How to always know how and when to say a profund, complete NO and how to take time for yourself when you need it without sacrificing business, money, relationships
🌸3. FREEDOM – How to feel free within yourself, how to use your throat chakra to ask for whatever you want and get it, + journalling techniques to feel FREE
🌸4. LIMITING BELIEFS – We work together to debunk any limiting beliefs you might have regarding money, relationships and health. I show you how I do it.
🌸5. MANIFESTING (1) – My 2 Pinterest techniques that have worked wonders for me, and how to use them – we do this together as a DIY project and you get to use this technique for the next 30 days and start again afterwards if you’d like.
🌸6. MANIFESTING MONEY – Why it is not just given to you, what is required from you to make the money you desire out of your PURE PASSION, + how to be visible AF
🌸7. MANIFESTING RELATIONSHIPS – How I made my toxic, semi-abusive boyfriend be extra-nice to me, treat me like a Princess and shift his way of ating towards me completely by using just WORDS + How to get your SP.
Extra: in the group, I will share all of my favorite affirmation tapes, subliminals, people I follow, etc, that helped me manifest amazing things.
🌸8. MANIFESTING AMAZING EXPERIENCES – God doesn’t always want you to have exactly what you want NOW (spoiler alert!! 😅), he wants you to first learn enough so when you get there, you know what to do and how to act, however he does want you to have an enjoyable time on Earth while you learn, if you let him. So I will teach you how I live in a state of almost permanent joy and ease and how to have amazing experiences coming to you out of nowhere!…while you’re manifesting the BIG stuff.
🌸9. MANIFESTING IN GENERAL – You have no idea how much this one live will change your life – I have spent 12 years learning how to manifest, since I first heard about the Law of Attraction, and I’m sharing all I know with you!
🌸10. MANIFESTING WEIGHT LOSS/BODY CHANGES: How I lost 22 kgs (50 pounds) in 1.5 months by clearing my limiting beliefs and believing, affirming and being on a super easy diet. + any desired physical changes
🌸11. DEALING WITH OPPOSITION – Could be people, entities, whatever it is, I can show you how I dealt with narcissists, envy, mental health issues, authority, patriarchy, etc.
🌸12. CREATIVITY – How to open up your creative portal, and be able to paint with your hands (litterally and figuratively), Cook with intention, channel when you write and not have any creative blocks.
🌸13. VISIBILITY/SHAME – How to be visible and not care what other people think, how many likes you get and just DO YOU forever!
🌸14. CLEARING CHAKRAS: Everything you need to know.
🌸15. EXCITEMENT, JOY, PASSION: How to live that life you most desire NOW.
🌸16. BUSINESS : How to not be afraid to sell high(er) ticket, how to start/scale the business you most enjoy doing NOW, how to do it with EASE.
🌸17. HOW TO HOLD YOUR VISION UNTIL YOU GET THERE – I am one to never give up. I have always had a vision growing up and although I have gone through torment and upheaval, I have always woken up the next day and started again. I want to teach you how and why to be a woman that never gives up.
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🌸19. FEMININE RITUALS – Get in touch with your feminini and do some white witchcraft/self care rituals with me in order to attract more looks/mates/wealth/abundance/money
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Many of us have been conditioned from a young age to believe the old saying that “money is the root of all evil”, that millionaires and billionaires are bad people, and so we unconsciously keep money away energetically because we believe it’s bad or that we are bad people if we have it.
However I am a big believer that everything holds the meaning we assign to it, therefore if I want money to be fluffy, loving, full of potential for good, creativity, helping others and doing good in the world, that’s just how I choose to see it.
I keep linking all my articles to one article and that is, How to deconstruct limiting beliefs. If you want to do the work and journal about how you feel inside about money and change that to a different, higher frequency, click here to read.
Money is good. Money amplifies who you are. If you are a good person, money will amplify that and you will do good in the world, for your family, etc.
But it’s also acceptable and normal to spend money on yourself. You are deserving of gifting yourself all the good in the world.
A great book I read on the topic and I would recommend is this one, it teaches you about all the blocks that can keep you from achieving overflowing abundance.
Also, here is a book with more than 400 ideas on how to make money, if that’s something that interests you.
Either way, if money scares you or you reach a certain plateau every month, and then you stop earning, it means that you have money blocks.
These all come from childhood and from the (excuse me but) sick society we live in.
The people with most money in the world, have infiltrated themselves into relligion and they made sure we believe money is sinful and bad so that we stay small, don’t ask for more and listen to God and are humble.
I believe there’s nothing further from the truth, and it gets me angry every time I speak about it, because there is an infinite amount of everything in this world, including money, since the Universe is also infinite and an illusion. We are creators. We create as much money as we believe ourselves to be capable and deserving of having.
We all deserve a great life, where we have everything we desire and are rich and abundant, so the more of us break free from the chains of poverty that stem simply from our minds and our blockages, the more we will make this world a better place, where everybody has more than enough.
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